i need a girlfriend

i've reached the point in my life where i have lost my interest in guys. i would be a hypocrite if i told ya that this is 100%. sure i'm still open for guy to guy relationships but i just thought that it would be better if i just loved someone from the opposite sex. someone who will love me back even if i am not cute. someone who would be there for me. someone who could be sweet out in the public not worrying about what other people think. i really don't care what other people think. but in guy to guy relationships, if expressing your love in public is fine with you, some would not even dare. i just wanna love someone without anything to worry about. i know that occasional fights and tampuhan can come out. but even if that's the case. i'd still be loyal and faithfully loving to that one person i gave my heart to. haay. sometimes i wish that if it was possible, i did not have to fall for that guy. sheesh. he's still my schoolmate upto now. earlier this afternoon he said hi two times to me. sheesh. anyway. i just wanna love.

i only had one boyfriend in my life. we lasted for about three months. everything ended between us the day before valentine's day coz he admitted that he had a girlfriend. coz of that, i broke up with him. i did not want to be a wallflower in a relationship. he cried alot. i did too. i still love him. haay. we're still friends. sometimes, i just think of what could have happened between the two of us. if i had not broken up with him, i think we would still be together until now. haay.

anyway. i need a girlfriend. haha! for those who want to apply. just send your resume/biodata/portfolio at vonn_o4@yahoo.com or you can just text me at 09228890***. hehe. kidding!